| A confusing title i know but it has meaning. In every persons life they experience a constant flurry of rises and falls where one moment in there life everything seems wonderful and great but the next it comes crashing down like a wave on the shore. This is true for all people no matter how well off or how far down they may think they are they still experence the same rises and falls in there life. It is a relatively unexplained feat that always occurse when we least expect it to and by many this phanominon is known as fate. Fate seems to deal us a random hand at every stage in our lives and with that hand we have to make the best of what we are delt and when we run out of cards is when we hit that low or the fall if you will. Just from reading i can tell that many of the people i know and love are beginning to fall once more wile it seems fate as it wore has a desire to see fit that i should rise to the occasion and be lifted up into lifes grasp and carried along my course. To those that have fallen i will say to you this everyone has people in there lives still that will act as a net to catch you if ever you should fall and i would act as a strand in that net if allowed to do so by you. In return i would ask nothing more than the same of you as i approch my inpending fall back to the earth flung from the arms of fates good graces. On that note i will leave this message to be taken in as you would please but remember that no matter how dark it seems there is always a light of hope if you only look hard enough. |
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| Seems its been a long time for everyone still around on this thing huh? There have been a million things going on lately most of wich are probably best left unsaid for now but i would love to catch up with anyone who would like to do the same. I just got internet back so leave me a response and ill be sure to get back to you later till then so long. |
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| Betrail runs deep in the heart. What do we do in our lives? Do we swallow our pride and work to our goal or do we act on what we must make right? Very good questions to be asked and ones i wish i could answere. To be a knight of the light order and to surve those who would call themselves my friend that is my dream. The will of the world would see different however for Aurthor takes its pages from reality and so do i suffer or do i let suffer? The real question is will my power and my presence make a difference? Would it effect the outcome if i were to just disapear? The real question is do i take betrail or do i unleash my wrath and take my vengence for it? Ahh my mind achs and my heart burns with rage wile my soal sits in the darkness waiting to be unleashed. |
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| God man life hates me i know it hates everyone but i must be in the wake this month all kinds of crap been goen on. First i am having a bad month because of some shit with some people i know and a rape charge.......you can figure that one out. Then the monday before V-day i wake up go outside start my car and then what do i see....my bad pasanger side window is missing! Yeah some ass broke the damn thing clean out. Now as if that isnt bad enough i get stupid and go out for V-day and wind up spending waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much money and wind up getting the tactical nuke dropped on me..(best friend). Then wednesday i go to work and get sent home sick because i was but yeah. Thursday i lost my voice that sucked bad. Friday..... oh yeah i found out that the above mention of a rape was all a lie so now i have to do something with my friend who bout went postal on me. Saturday my car wouldnt start all day long but i finaly got it going on Sunday. Then Sunday comes round and ......actualy i think that was an ok day to be honest. Oh and then yesterday man the girl from above calls me and tells me her Gran dad died after we had just been talking about the possability of it the night before. There went that day cuz i had to go and do the friend thing with her and be the shoulder to cry on when really i dont want to be the damn shoulder anymore its getting on my nerves. It seems like thats all i ever am anymore and im sick of it from everyone that comes crying to me damn they all need to grow up and lern to fucking live there life for themselves and take what it deals them. Well thanks for listening now respond i dont right these things for the fun of it so come on let me know your still alive already. |
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| the power to see what should not be there. a gift to be used to better the lives around you. We who are blessed are also cursed to be forever plegued with the knowledge that we could have made a difference. keeping such things in is pointless. Acting on what you know is the only way to ever change anything and fear will only hold you back when you must act the most. Things happen in life we can not change and it is those moments we must live with and learn from. Some things you are better off never knowing but those of you who know too much it is a fact you must live with and with knowledge comes power and with power responsability to use it for the good of everyone. I will continue the growth of my own abilities and i will one day make a difference great enough to be noted. |
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